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11 OCT 2009

2009-10-11T00:11:00.000-07:00

tomorrow book in loh! fuck! weekend every time end so fast de.. yesterday raining heavily... baby come tiong find me... then we go home slack together....... yesterday my phone almost burst haha.. cause everyone was smsing me and calling me the pay in already le ma... i mean SAF allowance cause they delay the bank in..all the SAF personnel even the regular also didn't get their pay on time, by right should be bank in by 9 every month after 11pm.. but they haven't bank in until yesterday evening time... then my friend calvin and JJ sms , call me and say their friends already receive the allowance liao... so i quickly go out with my baby to check the pay... was happy when i saw my bank got money!!! finally after 1day delay of the process..

today didn't meet baby, let her rest and study at home.. this month i will be dam busy uh.. next month more busy.. don't think i will have time for baby le.. how how? my baby say i change into another guy wor... omg...haa i still haven't change uh.. i am still myself... don't know want book in later or tomorrow morning .. SIAN!!

saw you from the distance ....

2 and 3 october

2009-10-03T05:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday and today went out with baby.. haha yesterday i buy alot of things... i bought one laptop cooler, speaker, bermuda pants, spent around 90bucks on this things including our meal... actually wanted to go see my desktop table.. want to buy a new table for my room. then we went bugis there see... its like husband and wife go shopping like that .. haha.. so nice la... today go imm with baby saw this table but dont know want buy annot.. if i buy i sure claim back my money want.. then send baby home today hehe... darling i miss you wor.. wont it be nice to go out shop together for our future stuffs?

this is the speaker i bought

this is the cooler for lappy i bought. 4 USB PORT..

this is the bermuda from recoil..

thanks baby for accompanying me yesterday and today uh!!!

ILOVEYOU

HAHA

2009-09-30T18:28:00.000-07:00

e-mart credit only top up 151.15 bucks only.. i spent finish the credit liao LOL

30 september 2009

2009-09-29T18:22:00.000-07:00

a lot of things had happen.. make me totally moodly while on duty... so i have to find my PC, PS to tell them my story... we were in a room. with 3 officer, 2 regulars.. sharing my problem and solve it.. i did cry i admit.. cause the words is too harsh for me.. i cant take it.. my master talk sense to me.. his words is good to me... but halfway i went out , and cry in the toilet ... it was disgrace, i didn't believe myself to do this.. the emotional feeling i cant control... master words have make me become stronger.. evrytime i have problem.. i would have the courage to talk to them.. cause i want to share my problem with them.. let them know how his men feels.. thank you LTA kay tai for being there when i need ya.. the tear just came out like that.. i might move to my grandma house to stay for the time being.. things getting out of hand.. hope my dad wont happen anything... i was in the PC office, master question me.. i did reply.. i told them my stories. how i feel... the words that master say out encourage me.. although a bit of mind fucking.. but after those words i will feel better... i took off today and had already applied my leave for this weekend.. i think i really need time for my parents.. i feel bad... just feel very uneasy.. but at least now i am okays. monday have to book in for chemical defense.. this month october quite pack.. i will treasure this weekend while my shift mate suffer in camp....

it was the most embrassing to cry in camp , infornt of my officer, my platoon sergeant and my friends...

i am DEPRESS, I AM STRESS, ALL THE PRESSURE UNDER ME... !

27 sep 2009

2009-09-27T07:45:00.001-07:00

so long didnt update my blog liao... alot of things has happen.... but nothing going to change my love for you baby... tommorrow book in liao.. sian sian... book in do the sme things over and over again... fast fast let me ORD better...i want save alot of money... to buy a fan cooler >.< to put in my room.. haha.. by right just now i wanted to sleep de. but in the room so hot la.. so came out to use my com. ;X have to wake up early tmr.. hope later i can sleeep well nor....

how many more months to ORD? the answer is 9 more months to go... that means i still left 4.5months more to ORD cause i am doing shift work. at least better then those combat unit... haha next bookout is wed.... hope i can go find cheap cooler fan my budget not more then 100 ;) ...yesterday went to cut my hair... like my hairstyle.. make no differnets. haha. then today whole day slack at home.. didnt go out..

wondering want sell my handphone annot... i got quite a number of thingy want sell away... haha but still cant make up the idea... i need money so badly.. without money can die in this world.. baby when i am in camp must takecare alrite... pigpig

the good things is i have a mp4 player liao... my friend sold me his mp4 player for 10 bucks cheap right... hhaha thanks ah kent... i need go shoppin.. need to buy clothes , pants...

jio baby go IMM de giant this wed if i book out early... go there see what can i buy... haha... so long didnt go shop liao...must prepare more money .. so in camp must save liao cannot keep eating hehe..

i want slim down sia... i notice i grow fat le... sad nor... take back all my fats at tekong... i prefer tekong life... at least make me shag so i can overcome everything and free slimming ... hehe... tell me why.. your so hard to forget dont remind me ~~ i am just a little too not over you..~ david archulate songs nice haha.

time to relax myself i took leave on

- October 2,3,4,5
- November 23,24,25
- December 7,8,9..

means this days i no need go back camp hehe.. must really relax myself if not i will gone crazy de.. hmmmm.. recently i have been smoking alot.. dont know what happen to me.. maybe i am too stress etc.. abit tired liao... maybe i should end here bah

BABY I LOVE YOU@!!!!

to be continues..>>>

touch my hand :D

2009-09-27T07:43:00.000-07:00

David Archuleta - Touch My Hand Lyrics

Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonderwall of stars
But the one that’s shining out so bright is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hands
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again
I’ll never get the chance again

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Yeah, yeah, yeah

sian ah thurdays.

2009-07-22T23:25:00.001-07:00

tmr ippt today need book in by 10pm.. bull shit la.. omg.. waste my time sia... fuck fuck!

sunnnndayyyy~~

2009-07-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

1 week holiday so fast finish.. tonight i booking in liao.. since tmr need to do so many thinkgs in the morning... today didnt meet my darling!! sad wor.. feel uneasy. hahas.. wed then bookout.. sian. baby by the time read my blog, i should be on the way to camp le.. sad sad woer..darling i want see y9ou now la.. wana hug and kiss you so many~~!! t__T darling gal wait for me allrite.!! wed come find u uh.. i promise you darling !! and yes we will go watch movie tgt.. its has been long enuff we didnt watch movie tgt liao.>!!! muacks hmmm darling bday is next month.. cracking my head what to buy for u wor..

hahas....
miss me ok baby!! tonite rest early tmr u got school!! my zhuzhu got panda eye liao.. so better slp early hor.. if not panda + pig no nice uh!! DARLING YOUR SO LOVED!!

mr chin~

sunday 19-july

2009-07-18T19:34:00.000-07:00

sian 1 week of off going to end. it seem so fast sia.. tmr its time to book in liao.. hahaha... sian!

friday

2009-07-17T11:23:00.000-07:00

today meet my darling. we ate at west mall... the duck rice stall dam nice la. i suggest to go there eat again next time... yum yum .. after that send my baby go home. then i go home change and prepare for my steamboat at night with my platoon mate.. we eat like siao.. no hope growing fat again.. haha.. eat so many thingy.. drink that mai la soup till i cough. so strong la the chillie.. i now still cant sleep.. tmr baby coming my house slack.. happy !!

thursday 16~07~09

2009-07-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

my darling can online! hahah.. happy happy!!

wednesday 15 july~

2009-07-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

today my darling get me screen protector for my hp!! thanks baby!! we went to imm walk walk! ahahs.. thanks baby for the protector! now i can write on my hp dunid scared it will leave srcatches le.. hhee.. send my darling home.. then go bath, when to my cousin house to stay awhile, thought wana ton tonite but. dun feel like doing.. suddenly miss my home! omg!! ah hao miss home.. lol

tuesday 14-july

2009-07-14T07:26:00.000-07:00

today wake up late.. haha.. so shiok sia.. meet my darling after sch.. i am late.. sorry baobei, make u wait so long.. was about to slack after we went west coast plaza, my friend call me and say my hp is ready to collect, i was so happy la.. hehe..

i went to collect my hp and bought a 2GB mmc.. no money liao.. i left less then 50bucks for this month. how how? sian... haha.. lucky tmr i dunid book in.. so shiok.. my friend book in tonite..

weheheeh.. monday book in.. 1 week holiday !!

Monday 13~ July

2009-07-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

i took leave. just wana chill myself out.. if not i will really kisiao.. sorry guys, pangseh u all.. haha.. today went to see my G700 handphone, go see alot of shop but dont have wor.. sad sia.. haha.. then we found a shop, we pay and collect that hp tmr at toapayoh.. i cant wait to see mhy hp!! but i wan see my darling more more.. hehe..

then go play lan again.. so fun lah... L4D.. if darling here jiu hao le.. i think she see le sure will scared want.. next monday then book in!! song bo!! song song uh!! hahaa.. for your information, i just back home hahs.. see i am good to my blog.!! muhahahaa..!! takecare guys..!!

to be continue....

wednesday~

2009-07-08T06:02:00.000-07:00

today book out.. the moment i went home, i took a shower and sleep.. stil till nearly 6pm lidat then wake up.. cut my hair again.. haha.. tmr meeting my darling liao.. this coming friday is me and my gf 11months tgt!! happy!!!!.. download left for dead half way then my connection DC... dam fucktup sia.. tonite think not slping early. gona watch my bleach ;))

thats all for today..cya darling !!

SUNDAY~ 050709

2009-07-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

today meet my darling.. haha happy happy. yesterday i meet her around 8pm plus to fetch her home from her friend's house party.. i start walking and walking the place was dam ulu la.. omg haha.. she also dont know how to go there. then i call darling to ask where thats route, i took about 10mins to find the place. i pity my legs...

today meet my darling at 12pm plus plus.. then bring her home slack awhile zai bring her to grandma h0use. cause i need return money for gugu. i asked her to help me buy prepaid card cause my credit low liao.. thanks anyway.. haha. we have dinner at granny house with my darling.. i keep pinching my darling cheeks.. so kawai nah... darling ur so KAWAII NEH!! today raining wor... before we went to granny house. rain dam heavy sia. my body is wet norh.. shirt wear. lucky my lappy not wet sia... haha.. then after thAT reach my granny house le, the rain stop. so fucktup la.. today didnt get to send my baby home.. sad norhs..

darling say she will go home herself. she dont wan mafan me since its rainnig.. thanks baby.. ur so good norhs.. pinch and hugs hugs my darling.. i miss you, i miss you , i miss you everyday~!!tmr book in liao.. so sian.. hope tmr rain.. if not got PT.. die die.. haha.. rain rain come tmr morning !! at PLAB!

to be continue....

LOVELESS ACT "I to V"

2009-07-03T22:30:00.000-07:00

When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

The infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war

One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner

But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation

He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss

But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends

Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again

My friend, the fates are cruelThere are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice
even if the morrow is barren of promises, nothing shall forestall my return~

bookout loh

2009-07-03T03:27:00.000-07:00

today bookout dam early haha.. how i wish every mount bookout early man.. i wan go home so badly la.. this our 1st weekend off we have since last month.. last month weekend kena burn like nobody business ... the SAF day have ended... saw alot of crab and stars, hahah.. very nervous when they walk infornt of me.. one of the LTC tap on my shoulder and say good job.. and ask me whether got drink enough water annot.. i feel so motivated haha.. then saw my SBAB RSM .. hhe oso ask me got drink water bo cos that day weather dam hot.. saw alkot of red beret.. COMMANDOS..! SO cool man... hahah red beret.. i guess i no chance to wear lor.. i m playing pangya.. still playing its so nice.. ater that, we start our duty on thrudays. one of my memeber he sick, so i have to tar for him.. do his duty... sian lor... sian diao.

tmr baby going bday party, i going fetch her home.. sorry baby. i sotsot liao.. anyhow scold u uh.. hugshugs my baobei .. u know i love you, also dont know wads wrong with me suddenly mood swing haha...

to be continue.....

Shag Monday

2009-06-29T06:19:00.000-07:00

today for me is shag i think.. this few 2 days i only sleep for 9 hours..? haha... came back home from camp around 5pm... go bath then play my pangya on my psp... till now still playing.. nice game ... good game hah... today whole day at SAFTI MI.. for reharasal.. i find it quit stupid la... this wednesday is SAF day... tmr meeting my darling liao..! happy happy!! then after that i book in liao.. sian sian half le.. today emart deliver my new gortex boots.. hahah.. tmr got new boots wear..Z happy happy again...

so long didnt see my baby wear her sch unifrom le...

tmr can see liao... today i start smoking again.. have been endure few days when i am at home.. but the moment i book in nia.. so many people jio me for smoking... how to quit man! zzz.zzzz.. think its difficult to quit when in army.. sure kena influence wan.. haha waiting for my piggy message uh.. so long didnt sms me .. hahas ur so missed and loved by me!!

wonder what you doing haha.. today saw my sebawang RSM at SAFTI .. i waved at him.. he smile and wave back,... lame sia.. today also saw my friends.. after few half a year didnt see them , some of them become officers, and sergeant liao.. i feel so small. haha. good luck guys..!! ord loh 11 months more!

to be continue.....

beautiful sat

2009-06-27T01:29:00.000-07:00

today wake up at 9am plus.... was thinking whether should i cut my hair annot.. cause there is upcoming SAF day .. so i went to cut around 11am plus... the barber open and there is alot of people there .. i have to wait.. waited for around 15 minutes then my turn to cut...

after that went to tarbao chicken rice for me and daddy.. ;)) i am so guai man.. haha.. i told my baobei today wont be meeting her.. i need to rest at home.. so this whole sat i rot at home using my lappy... downloaded dawn of war2 .. but cant even play , waste my time lah.. later have to book in liao.. so sian de.. got duty at 12am till 9am.. graveyard timing man.. die.. must drink load of kopi to keep myself awake..

later must sleep awhile before i go back camp.. i gona cab there.. bringing a hanger and my no.3 uniform.. iron till nice nice.. i miss my baby.. she told me that she headache.. so i ask her to takecare uh.. darling everytime sick wan never takecare of herself de.. u make ur hubby worry u know annot.. pig pig ^^_.. now downloading psp game.. panya.. hope its nice... hahas..

think monday late bookout uh.. got SAF day rehersal, hope fast fast bookout.. i cant wait to ORD.. life in army is dam boring.. do so many boliao things... and because of small things kena punish.. listening "breaking the habit" by linkin park . think i around 7pm sleep.. then wake up at 9pm go bath and cab to camp..!!

thats all for today...
like my hairstyle mallet, at least better then 4,3,2,1.. thats SISPEC hairstyle..

to be continue....

i miss you baby laopo!

GRRRR!!

2009-06-26T08:15:00.000-07:00

I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG AM I MAN.. I JUST DONT KNOW WHY I AM SO HOT TEMPER RECENTLY!! I SEEM CANT CONTROL MYSELF.. MAYBE ALOT OF PRESSURE AND STRESS .. HAIZZZ HOW.? I CANT LOSE ANYONE ANYMORE... I FEEL SO EASILY AGITATED AND I WOULD JUST SCOLD THAT BLODDY DAM OLD MOTHER FUCKING PERSON TILL JIALAT SIAH.!!

CAN SOMEONE JUST CONTROL ME? I NEED YOUR HELP.. MAYBE I AM JUST TOO STRESS UP.. SORY FOR THE CAPS.. I MIGHT FEEL BETTER THIS WAY...

I LOVE YOU BABY!!
CAN U BE BY MY SIDE NOW?

TO BE CONTINUE....

my pics

2009-06-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

my company 060608

my BMT friends

POP LOH!

my tekong speciallist ;))

my baby and me ^_^

2009-06-26T07:30:00.001-07:00

today didnt get to meet my baobei because she today not free uh.. so sad norh.. yesterday meet her.. time with her seems flies so fast.. where as during doing duty.. time is so dam fucking slow.. hahas..

"shout" 11 months ++ to ORD LOH!!!
how i wish that day is tomorrow uhs... sian sia.... tomorrow going back to camp .. need to book in by 2359... thats military timing for hours..

darling uh.. i miss you so much u know annot.. dun everytime gek me or make me angry kays.. now pestering my friend to help me with blog thingy, smsing my darling, smmoking and listenning music.. so multi task sio.. haha

baby say tomorrow going imm wor... haha its has been a long while that we hold each other hand and gai gai le... hehe... today smoke 1 stick ciggy.. cannot tahan sia... sorry.. but i try to quit k... sian lah sian.... i wana slim down man... jianfei time... maybe must train extra hard in camp.. btw thanks joanne for helping me so much on my blog... i am a nooob uh i agree.. haha... 1 1more months to go to ord... i cant wait to get my ic and my freedom etc... is busy smsing my baobei... haha.. listening i miss you by 宝贝 .. so nice and cute the songs.. just like my laopo.. just finish runway cycling.. the next up coming event is SAF day.. sian.. already 3 weekend tio burn liao... my darling say wana see me before she go sch on monday wor.. so sad uh so fast sch repoen le.. onces i tomorrow book in , i think mostly is monday bok out again .. tsk

to be continue.....

memories of my NS life..

2009-06-26T05:33:00.000-07:00

hey guys..
its has been awhile man.. forget that i have a blog.. hahss..
this few months, weeks, yr have been busy for me man... have enlisted to ns last yr june it has been 1 yr anniversary that i havent seen my IC .. i miss my IC so much man!!! just one blink, and 1 yr have gone...

now i tell u all abt my ns life..
its pretty sucks. hahas.. but its a good way to slim down, learn alot of leadership things. and alot of SAIKANG.. i was posted to tekkong, for my BMT (basic military training.)
i feel dam nervous LAH when i was in tekkong, heard people say that tekkong life is sucks...
recuit life sucks.. no way i am going to be a recuit again.. hah i lost about 15++ kg during my training. u can imagine how tough uh.
after that 3 months of hell toturing, i was posted to 2PDF..

that place was heavan for 2 weeks. ^^ its was 8-5 job.. training to be a RP..
that was a slack life man.. really slack.. after 5pm sure bookout everyday.. sat , sun and PH dun need go back camp wan.. HHAHAA..

teaching us how to handcuff people , security job etc... before that course end, there were this particular airbase officer. came to 2PDF to give some speech.. they say our life here dam slack, and they say most of us will go SBAB (sembawang air base) to train as a full RP,. the way they talk about it , make me scared and afraid man.. they say this words " mentally and pshycially prepared for SBAB FDC course.. that time i pray myself not to land myself in SBAB.. it was hell man..

after few days , i pass out from 2 PDF.. its our last day, and our spec (sergeant) read out names and tell us where we posted to. i was shock when the sergeant say my platoon all belong to air force RP .. that moment is my slient man... den they say my platoon go SBAB which is none other den the sembawang air base >.<
i told myself why i strike 4D oso not so accurate...

SBAB is a hell place man....
first day only kena fuck.. and we wait to cut our hair..
i waited for 1++ hours .. because there is only 1 hair cutter.. omg imgaine 1 guy cutting the size of 3 platoon.. haha..
the bed there was sponge.. they say that bunk was old.. oldder den my dad.. no wonder everything oso fucktup man...
the training there is fucktup...
evrything is fucktup..

my 7 weeks course gona end soon le.. the last high key event is my steel wall field camp.. 3 days 2 nights...
that day i nvr slp at all man.... cant even slp lor... that was my shaagggggessstt life ever..
after that field camp thingy.. we have 4km route march if i am not wrong.. that was last yr thingy.. haah... after that we have our passing out parade. it was a shag day man..

after that route march , we wear our first time beret. its so cool man.. i still remember i am the right marker.. HAHAH... after everything ended, we get our new posting again.. this time is our parent unit... our last posting.. see whether which air bases u will go lor.. there are tengah air base, changi airbase. and payalebar air base (current). alot of people say PLAB (paya lebar air base is shiong during 2 week OJT) so i did pray again not to go that unit...

the next day the result is out.... and is PLAB!! i told myself again why i kena this kind of thingy again.. strike 4 d oso not so zhun man.... haish.. tsk tsk.....dam it.. really unlucky man.. there were about 60 ++ people posted there... the rest of the air bases is slack...
nvm guys.. lets suffer together kays!!

first day at my parent unit PLAB!!
the first thing we walk in thru CP2 gate.. we kena knock it down by our OC ... omg the experience first day nia.. this kinda of impression.. how am i going to survive for 2 weeks OJT.. we have been treated like dogs man.. i wont forget in my life.. its fucktup...
the shout "KNOCK IT DOWN""

we will taught of how to run operation etc.. gate timing... and the most lastly thing, its turnout...
after 3 days of theory.. we get to mount duty.. after that my day is shag.. more shag den sebawang... after 8hours of duty.. cant even slp well or rest.. during the night, sergeants will come in our bunk and shout P1!! turnout, so we have to grab our helmet etc.. our full gear and run out asap... but everytime oso kena knock it down wan.. sian lor...
shag shag day sia... this things lasted for 2 weeks.. imgaine 2 weeks some of us bath, the bunk is so stink...

after that OJT.. life become slack.. but not as slack as standing gates..
standing gates is boring.. but we dont have any chioce but to serve... ahaha.... my life now in PLAB is good compare to last time.. sergeant and sirs are friendly.. but most of them have already ORD LOH!

when will it be my turn to shout ORD LOH!!!??""

to be continue.. ^_^